that one friend of mine. ♥

Ermm.. How can I describe this. I like having her as friend but then at the same time I envy her so much.. She is so much better than me.

I know I am being selfish for being envious of her... I just can't help it I am always envious of someone around me that is better than me....

How can I not feel this way?

I try to ignore it but I can't seem to do so... :(


Guess this Rachel really does have a small heart...