just a simple thought of mine.

I am unfathomable at times which keeps me surprisingly amused most of the times. Though it is worrisome sometimes to not know what you really are in character, because for me who I am is a twirling tornado of nothing but contradictions. I am like a book who does not indeed match her jacket (notice I didn't say cover ^^). Who I am changes as I gather information on things and develop myself, I believe it is called growing or "evolution". As someone who is not concerned with boxes for me or people I meet, the backlash of social media is sometimes troubling. You see, I am some what of a thinker, or at least I believe myself to be.. :) Not trying to brag but I am unique just the way I am authentic inside and outside you can't find anyone like me in this huge world.

The older I get, (though I am just nearing the age of 19th) the less I judge any one, because the longer I live the more I see it’s easy for some things to happen to some people. It by no means excuses wrong, for wrong is still wrong. However, when we can we should view wrongs in the context of life with lenses of humanity applied to it most of the times. While I am pretty sure there are a handful of things that will never happen to me, though they’re also a shit load of things that could happen to me and the only reason they probably didn't was because, I still have people who loves me surrounding me that prays for me even when I am bound to not know it..

Recently, I seem to think maturely and somehow wisely. I always remind myself I am not greater or better than anyone and conversely they are no greater or better than me. To me that is where my authenticity lies. I am unapologetically the best of me I can be today or any other days, some days I’m better than others and well that is just life but I don't brag about it. It is due to the fact that life still goes on and who knows what is waiting for me a minute ahead.
I got into this habit of questioning my hate or love for things. You know playing the devil’s advocate of why I believe in things I do, who told me what I believe and what was their agenda for sharing. What things I believe come from MY experience, why do I think this and that about that. I started asking myself are there actually facts to support my views or is it just merely something I believe because someone I know, love, and respect told me it was so. Solely, I do not bother much about what people think about what's coming out of my head through my mouth or through my writings because I was never born to please anyone who do not like me. (just saying)