I am foolishly obsessing big time,

He is making me insane. Truthfully, from the first time I met him I started to like him. At first I wasn’t quite clear about what’s going on with me, I feel my heartbeat skip faster when I saw him from a distant or when I hear his name. I never think I’d fall for him but somehow he manages to make me fall for him silently without having me noticing it either…

It is rather difficult for me to make excuses.

As days goes by I develop this feeling of jealousy when I saw him with some other girls hanging out and having a great time.

This mixture of emotions within me is beyond my control.

So here I go again, I am lost again don’t know how to feel. I don’t know whether to show it or hide it…

But keeping this inside me is killing me like a stroke right through the heart.

Yeah I know that it really doesn’t make sense but I’ve been looking at him secretly. Tried to figure out what made me fall for him. Was it his charm? Was it his gentleness in ways he handles me? Was it the early morning greeting which I look forward to every morning? Was it those late night talks? Or was it how he treats me just reminds me of my ideal guy???

Oh yesss!!! I am officially falling for him, he keep appearing in my dreams and every single day I miss him so much that my eyes were filled with him in everything I see…

But what hurts is that he is too foolish to notice it and not catch me when I fall…
I tried to suppress my feeling towards him and end this obsession once and for all.

Meeting him was just so great but falling for him is yet still beyond my control.

Bottling up the common sense,


Picking yourself up and starting over doesn’t mean getting yourself into the same situation as before.

It means trying something new, going for new things, do the unexpected, and be proud of what you’ve got. If someone’s being “too sweet”, you know something has to be going on. Don’t let them trap you. Talk to them about it, and let them know that you’re not stupid, and that you can play the same game as them. Show them you’re worth it, but show them you can walk away if you have to.

Don’t fall for the one who is being way too sweet because relationships just won’t work that way. If it is too sweet something is just not right and you need to realise it!