Oh hey it's me again!
The old me is slowly finding it's way back into me...
Day by day as time pass by..
..I had forgotten to smile..I had forgotten to be cheerful
..I had forgotten to take things as it is and not look on the bad side
..I had forgotten to feel what I am suppose to feel..I had forgotten to listen to myself(It was too noisy to hear my own voice)

It was too difficult to be my own

Was difficult to be normal

Was difficult to be natural

Was difficult to being human

Was difficult being ME..

Because they told me i will be selfish to do so

So here I am again that one part in me is slowly fading away

Wanting nothing more to live

Barely have the reason to be smiling along with the life

Forget what it is like being myself.

MOST OF ALL I forget how to feel accepted by myself..