Recently, I found myself starring into space blankly.. And whenever my friends tap me in the shoulder asking if there is anything wrong. I would give them a quick respond with a shaking head, a "nothing" and a fake forcefully smile.
Meanwhile, inside there are millions and zillions of stuffs, issues and questions running through my mind that very second...
Not just that, I even notice that I am getting more vulgar and cold. At times when I talked it is as if I am almost a robot with zero emotion or feelings!!!
I know I may sound selfish but I just don't get it why some people's life is just so easy while I am always flat on the floor. Whenever I want to get back up there will always be something dragging me down or pushes me back down...
Now, I really feel so so so TIRED and I don't feel like giving a single struggle to get back up.
I am dried out of STRENGTH, FAITH AND HOPE..
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