Love? Infatuation? Heartbreaks? Unrequited love? What's the difference anyways???

It chokes you. It swallows you whole. It’s like being thrown into the mad sea with your hands tied with a thick rope. The water forces its way into your lungs and you can no longer breathe. You try to catch a breath, you gasp for air, but it’s like your lungs no longer have any use for oxygen. You kick, you fight. But it’s only for a certain period of time. It drains your energy. Where does that leave you then?

It drives you to the brink of insanity. As time pass you won’t even bother fighting anymore. You let the heavy dark night surround you. You let it cloak your mind and eventually you stop feeling. And I am of the many people who are succumbing to that very non-feeling feeling. Do you get me? It’s okay if you don’t, nobody ever did.

People only knows how to go into your head with their mix messages, making you feel something that aren't there, giving you the wrong idea... Little do they know how much the little heart of mine take it...