I want to feel the things like what the others feel but I'm deadened and numb instead. I can laugh or smile but it is intellectual, the muscle might contract to such movement but I feel nothing. I feel like I'm not here, it feels like I am floating around and a separate part of me isn't aware of what I am doing. Take it like I've left my body and now my soul is wandering around. I feel like I'm not really here. I'm distant far away... I FEEL LIKE A ROBOT manipulated by people around me!

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