it is time to end the charade...

I am not sure of how much longer I can hold.
Feels like my life has been passing by with happiness being a lie. Can someone reach out for me?
I am trying to take the most that I can stand by I keep falling. I hope I'll get over this phase..
In my isolated misery I feel like the epitome of darkness and despair just leading on to nowhere. I am running on a slower pace since the motivation is gone.