Have you ever been at the point in your life where you don't have anything to say? You know, the point where everything seems to be going utter disappointing and it is just a massive screw up that you just don't care anymore?
Yeah, I am at that point for now.
You can call me heartless or whatsoever but behind this smile and tough look you see on the outside there is these shattering pieces of heart that can never be mend back into whole.
Forgive me for that but over the years I've seen and even go through how much of hurt it must have been to see someone whom you've seen so strong standing and doing anything before but in a blink of an eye there they are lying hopelessly on the bed in a hospital fighting for their life with every little breath they have left. What more are there to do? I've been through too much.. that explains why I am like this now. It no longer saddens me instead it just strives up the mad rush through my veins. The AGONY I am having now is overwhelming..
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